Well all my friends know me as loka cuz im always a happy person,always laughing,smiling,being crazii n not caring what is beign said bout me r is being done, theyve never seen me upset r crying only once wen my 3 best friends left but dey came bak n hey i was myself again.but dat was until fridat da 5th of april of 2008..ive been upset since dat day till now, but den on wednesday 17th i found out something dat made me cry n think soo much dat got me confused,lost everything lets put it on those terms..well heres the story...Deres this kid weve been friends since my sophmore yr. now im a junior, n he is a senior,weve had fites n weve made up lik 2 weeks after r so..den over summer 08 he told me how he wanted to hook up wit me but he didnt tell me b4 cuz he though i was gona say, n i told him dat it was a lie..i would hook up wit him i did use to lik,n i kinda did over da summer n i guess i kinda still do..so den school satrted n we were still talkin bout us hookin up n all..den i told my best guy friend wo is my friends soccer coach n da schools police guy.so i guess my friend told da kid dat me n him were gona hook up n he IMs me saying dat y did i tell him dat we were gona hook up. dat i was da one dat wanted to hook up wit him den he said "f*** that i was never gona chil wit u Wtf well i wasnt realy gunna hook up i thought it was some joke i wasnt serious" those r his exactly words wat he said. i was in a way playing too but dere were some parts dat i was playing around. n b4 all this happend i told him howi felt our friend ship was fallin apart n he said dat it wasnt, n he said yeh u r right now our friendship did end.i cried 4 hours n i still do.den on tuesday da 17th his coach/my best guy friend tells me dat da kid has been chiilin wit him during lunch da hole week tellin him how he wants to hook up wit me, n dat he likes, n how he loves da way i express my feeling n thoughs trough poetry den istarted crying lik i kinda am now =(...n den he told me dat dakid is goin 2 france on january r june..all my friends ask me wat happen y all of da sudden im sad n upset dat dey r relly surprise to c me lik dat n i dnt wanna tell em cuz i know it will get around school..but i relly dnt know wat to do..da poem a simple joke..its bout him if u wanna chek it out n leave some comments r votes...plz help me i relly dnt know wat to do
LoKa